Yesterday at church we had Communion Service.
We always have one at the beginning of the year and this one really hit me. I’ve never cried that much during prayers – ever.
I know I’ve said things in the past that has hurt others, I know that I have issues with anger sometimes when I get short on nerves and I know that I’ve probably pushed a few people away. I’m sorry for that – and I really truly want to Start Over.
So – as I sit here crying while I type I am thinking of the two people whom I’ve pushed away the most. One for very obvious reasons that I don’t know if people would like if I brought back into my life and the other because I just can’t get along with for some reason or another. Maybe it can be worked out and fixed.
Here’s to a new year – and here’s hoping for change – in a very positive way.