Yesterday was May 9th. Yesterday was the third day after my 28th birthday. Yesterday was the day that my daddy died four years ago. He went home two months before I married Jeremy. My brother walked me down the aisle. I miss my dad every day. I cried last night more than I have in a while – maybe it seemed worse because of the hormones.
Seth asked me why I was crying but I didn’t tell him why. I didn’t want him to think about his Paw-Paw being gone, I didn’t want him to be sad and cry. Before I start bawling at work – I know he’s in heaven and I know one day I will see him again.
A lot has changed since he’s been gone but I know that he knows that. I know he’s there watching over our family and I know he would be proud of us.
xo – S.J.